Wednesday, September 30, 2009

The Silver Lining


So its only been 24 hours since the news and apparently I am moving on quicker than I thought. I might even have a bit of a kick in my step. I chalk it up to the raging hormonal nightmare one can be near the end of a medicated TWW - inconsolable, unreasonable, intolerable…and although AF is the last thing you want to see, it also brings a certain peace and balance – it snaps you from one personality to another. It’s the silver lining in a not so good turn of events.

I can’t bring myself to be upset. Life’s too short for misery and even if I moped around the office, looking forlorn and defeated, I would find myself cracking up at my own attempt…because it’s just not me. Maybe its because I’ve spent so much time being upset over negatives that I’ve realized its just a big fat waste of time. I hope the people in my life will really hear this and realize that it’s ok for them to be ok too – and to trust I am no where even close to being depressed. Sure, I have my moments, but they are so fleeting and tend to be aligned with the things I can’t control – like hormones. But I don’t want anyone being upset by anything I go through, ALRIGHT? I am one tough cookie and can handle this stuff, don’t think I can’t.

So, don't cry for me Argentina...(you know who you are).

6 comments:

Mom Genes said...

I just happened upon your blog today and I have really enjoyed reading your posts. Please count me as one more person who's here to lend her support.

Eggs said...

Thanks!! I have added you too my friend! I hope to read your story soon.

Tabitha said...

I'm so glad to hear your doing well! I'll be praying for you!

Anonymous said...

Your strength perseverance cheerful personality is an example to all of us sulky people out there. I am super proud to call you my friend. You always bring a giant smile to my face and I sure pray every night that you get that gift soon.

love you
Lorin

Anonymous said...

You are the BEST Lisa, constantly awed at your strength and cherish our friendship.
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Anonymous said...

Lorin said it well.
Just checkibg up on you (blog style)

Janet