Wednesday, February 17, 2010

My Cleo

Today I had to say goodbye and it was the hardest thing I've had to do in a long time. You were my baby from the minute I got you from the cat rescue. I was promised to another kitten, but she was not they changed last minute to you. I remember being so upset at the time, because until that moment, my heart belonged to the other cat, but you took to me instantly, and I fell in love.
The only time you got mad at me, was when I stopped massaging hated it when I stopped (understandable). I'm happy that we spent a lot of our time watching TV together, you in my lap.
I'm sorry that the day you fell off the roof on Merton Avenue, I couldn't find you. I looked and looked for days, and posted signs...but nothing. On the day I was giving up all hope, I walked around the building one last time. I remember it was so hot - one of those scorching Toronto summer days, and the wind was so strong and hot that it felt like a hairdryer. I called out for you but I couldn't hear anything but the sound of the wind and the trees clashing together. For one tiny second, it all calmed and I heard your tiny meow calling out to me. I carried you home and I remember such a sense of relief. You purred as soon as you were inside and safe.
I'm sorry that for 10 months I had a boyfriend who pressured me to keep you off the bed, and I'm sorry that was a struggle between us. It was a loft with no doors, and your instict was to sleep with me. I'm sorry I shut you out to accommodate him...and I'm sorry his demands caused me to be frustrated with you. I wish I could turn back time and ask him to leave.
But we had a very happy life together you and me. You followed me around like a dog and were always available for a cuddle. You loved me and I loved you so much in return.
I hope you are in kitten heaven now, with a young body, a bowl of cream and some fresh catnip.
I love you Bubby.


leslie said...

oh, honey, im so very sorry.

goodbye cleo. thank you for being such a beautiful friend to my beautiful friend.

Julie said...

So sorry, Lisa. As a pet lover, I know how hard this can be. xo

mrs_moesy said...

<3 <3 <3

Anonymous said...

OMG... tears tears tears and I don't even like cats! I am so sorry Lisa but you made the right decision for Cleo.