The Definition of Insanity

So it begins.

I can’t say that I am doing back flips over the results of our first blood work/ultrasound appointment. My FSH level came in at 10.5 (booooooohissssssss) and there are 3 follicles on the left and 3-4 on the right. I think, once again, I am producing a borderline cycle – which means this IVF is going to suck the life out of me…or just plain SUCK. It feels like another cancellation in the making, or the transfer of maybe one crappy struggling embryo. Sorry I hate to be Debbie Downer, but I’m just about done with all this IVF business. As my good friend Albert Einstein once said “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results”.